Fence by C.S. Pacat & Johanna the Mad follows the journey of underdog Nicholas Cox as he earns a coveted spot on the Kings Row fencing team. Unbeknown to his teammates and his rival/roommate Seiji Katayama, Nicholas is the illegitimate son of world-renowned fencer and Kings Row alum Robert Coste. Against all odds, Nicholas is driven to become a fencing legend to finally reclaim his place in the world from his half-brother and current champion Jesse Coste.
Why does fencing play such a big role in defining Nicholas’s identity?
One would think that Nicholas would want nothing to do with fencing. His father, the world-famous fencer Robert Coste, was nothing more than a deadbeat that left his mom and never recognized him as his son. While Nicholas grew up alone in poverty, his father doted on his legitimate son Jesse with all the opportunities money and status could afford. In spite all of this, however, Nicholas wanted desperately to follow in his father’s footsteps and become a fencer even from an early age. This might seem contradictory and even pointless for some, but it demonstrates the nuance behind Nicholas as a character. The seeming contradiction is explained when the real target of his resentment becomes clear.
In chapter 10, Nicholas and Seiji engage in their fated rematch, but this time Nicholas is fighting for a position on the Kings Row fencing team. Making the team would secure his scholarship at the prestigious school as well as his journey to become a top fencer. Nicholas not only has to deal with that pressure, but also with the his frustration at Seiji not regarding him as a rival but simply a proxy of his half-brother Jesse. The panels above help clarify Nicholas’s paradoxic desire to fence, his well-founded resentment towards his father is actually depicted to be mostly targeted at Jesse because Nicholas considers himself just as worthy of receiving all of the privileges Jesse has, including Seiji’s respect and rivalry. However, Jesse’s mere existence robbed him of everything at every turn. This doesn’t mean that Nicholas doesn’t resent his father at all, but rather that by resenting Jesse due to him being the living proof of the life he was denied, he can shed a different light on his father.
In chapter 12, after Nicholas makes the team, he is taken to the team’s clubhouse for his official initiation. It’s here where the figure of Robert Coste and what it means to Nicholas becomes even clearer. Robert Coste, the world-renowned fencer, is Nicholas’s destiny. If not by name, fencing is irrevocably in his blood; it is his connection to his father and his claim to who he is in the world. In his eyes, he is more Robert’s son than Jesse is since, through his own merit against all odds, he is the one following Robert’s footsteps by joining the same high school team his father belonged to. Unlike Jesse, Nicholas fences because it is an integral part of who he is, not because he was expected to.